Not this is it as in this one is going to work. I don’t know if it’s going to work. From past experience, I’d say that it’s not going to work.
When I say “this is it”, I mean, if this doesn’t work, then this is it. I’m done. Maybe not done for good. I still have that vague “I’ll stop at 35” thing, which is still another 2 years away. But it’s been 3 years of non-stop IVF and no success. I can only physically and emotionally take so much. I highly doubt that I could put myself through another IVF cycle this year.
Having said that, I’m ovulating tomorrow. As in, I had my scan yesterday morning, my lining looked amazing and I had a 19mm follicle in each ovary ready to go. So last night, I carried my trigger pen and an ice pack in my handbag, went to my beautiful friend’s hen’s party, ducked into the toilets at 8pm and triggered. That was a first!
Today I surge, tomorrow I ovulate, on Friday I transfer.